I think life is about doing the things that scare you until they no longer scare you. When was the last time you did something that scared you? Did you do it again and again until fear was the last thing you could imagine feeling?
This year has been about crossing things off my to-do list for life.
I’m back in class. I mean really back. I’ve taken out loans. If I stop going, that is all the sooner I have to pay that money back, with no degree to advance my career, to make is possible.
I sat down and wrote out a financial plan. Some are just goals, like what year I hope to be off all government assistance by. Some is actually dated such as going in and refinancing our car the first day of my vacation in July. It’s almost ridiculous that taking control and making a plan could be scarier than floundering in the pools of broke, oh so broke.
This July I’m taking a 9-line zip line tour. I can only imagine that my current “OMG WEEE!” will have the addition of “I’m going to DIE” once I’ve climbed up high, am strapped in, and it’s time to fly.
I’m boarding a plane in November to meet face-to-face a friend I’ve only ever known online.
While there I’m catching up with another friend I met in real life, who, depending on if she gets the job or not, might be able to help me rappel down the side of a skyscraper.
This year, I’m living. And living can be some of the scariest shit there is.
So I have to ask, when was the last time you did something that scared you? Will you comment and tell me about it?