Plus school is currently kicking my ass. Though my current class is about to be over. I just have to watch a few more educational video, read one more chapter, and then write a paper. Oh yeah. And take a test worth 20% of my final grade. *sigh* I’m just super stressed.
After this class comes a management class. I have not actually looked at it yet. But it is the standard form. No tests, just papers and most likely a group project. I’m still at a point in my life where that is stressful, but it’s less stressful than this current class and I’m use to that format. Most of the classes at my school don’t test.
After that class, which is 6 weeks long and ends December 12, I’ll have about 8 weeks off from classes. That will be a much needed and welcomed break. 2 of those weeks will also be a vacation from work. Won’t help the money situation any, but the entire university shuts down over the holidays, so I have no choice. We’ll just have to make the best of it. I do need the vacation, so that’s good at least. I just hope the stress of losing more income, doesn’t outweigh the relaxation of a vacation.
So overall mental health wise… I have goals in life so I’m not actively suicidal. But I would very much like to just curl up into a little ball and sleep until the world is a better and kinder place.
Also I miss my old cat that use to catch flies mid air and eat them. I don’t… I can’t live with cats because they drive me crazy, but this fly is driving me crazier. And it’s just… I’m already on the brink of a total mental breakdown, I don’t really need a fly pushing me over the edge.
But there you have it.
How can you help?
See the links to my books over in the left hand side? Every little bit of additional income helps me out. So consider purchasing one or both. Alphabet Antics especially makes a great gift for the 2-5-year-old bracket. That’s straight up money towards my rent and bills. Never before has rent been in jeopardy, but starting now, it is.