When my schizotypal all but disappeared a couple years back, I figured it was just my anti-psychotic doing its job and well, that was fine. It never fully bothered me, I knew it was just a coping mechanism, but I didn’t regret it being gone.

It took me until literally 15 minutes ago, after roughly 4 months of being off all my meds, to realize it’s still gone.

Maybe it’s because I’m never really alone? “Hello, baby Sammy!”

Is the habit just broken?

Do I no longer need it?

*shrug*