I am to the bones tired. But if I go to bed this early I’ll be on my own and won’t be able to fall asleep with Pat.
See, normally Pat sleeps on the sofa. Honestly, it’s how he’s most comfortable. But lately, I’ve been in the mood, well craving, to fall asleep in his arms. He ends up falling asleep too and waking up at around 3 am in pain. And I feel bad for the pain, I really do, but after years of not wanting anything to do with him when I’m trying to sleep, I welcome the change. I figure the mood will be short lived and he can go back to sleeping in peace on the sofa.
But I’m lucky to get him down there at 11. No chance at 9:30.
Still doesn’t change the fact I’m to the bones tired.