Living Life with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)

I’ve got nothing this week. Wait, maybe… Nope, nothing. I usually come up for a topic for this weekly at the last minute. And hell, maybe something will come to me tomorrow. But right now, I have nothing. I can’t talk about therapy because I haven’t had therapy in a few weeks, which is normal. I can’t talk about my meds appointment because it’s been a few weeks for that as well. Also normal.

I guess I could go with how I’m feeling, but I don’t really know how I’m feeling these days. I guess overwhelmed a bit, Ok, a lot. I’m working 2-3 times as much as I’m used to and it’s a bit overwhelming. Luke is proving to be going through a challenging phase. Also overwhelming. Thomas is well, Thomas. Aside from the whole ADHD thing, he’s a good kid with a big heart. I’m overwhelmed with money. Things are looking bleak around here. We are finally starting to dig ourselves out, just to have to pay for Christmas now in the next 2 months. We know what we want to do and we’ll make it happen. The question is, what will suffer in the meantime? We did manage to knock 100$ off our monthly car insurance bill by switching to Geico. It helps that on the new insurance Pat is listed as the primary driver versus me on the last insurance. It’s only fitting since the van is in his name. Either way, I’m the one with the accidents so I’m the reason we were paying so much.

So I’m feeling overwhelmed. I’m not depressed. I’m not manic. I’m not unusually tired. Though it helps that I’m finally sleeping at night. I guess I’d be baseline if I wasn’t so overwhelmed.

There you have it, folks.

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