30 Days of the Truth: Day 5

I stole this from here. I’m not going to be able to strictly follow their schedule. I already missed the first few days and they are off schedule themselves, for that matter. But I like the idea so I’m going to give it a go.

The idea is that every Monday and Wednesday, though I already have a regular post Wednesdays so we’ll say Friday, you go through the topics and post the truth about yourself. So here we go.

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Something I hope to do in my life. Hmmm…

I’ve been toying with making a life list or a bucket list or whatever you want to call it. I don’t know what to call it. We’ll just call it a life list. Anyway now is not the time to compile it. I mean I have some thoughts in my head as to what would go on it, but I haven’t sat down and compiled anything and I’m not doing it quite yet.

But one thing on my list is that I want a degree. I don’t know yet what I want that degree to be in. I’ve thought about small business management and photography combo. And I’ve even worked towards small business management. But I’ve come to terms with the fact my photography will never pay the bills. I’ve been toying with math or English. Math because I’m really good at it, English because it would help with my writing. Though I have nothing to write other than this website and I’ve come to terms with this website never paying the bills. I’d take down the ads but I’m bound and determined that 50% of my profits go to charity and I’m not giving that up. Yet.

What I’ll probably do is get my 2-year degree in small business management and do something with math. My community college doesn’t offer a basic math degree, I don’t think. But I’m sure the local University does so I can aim for that. Then later in life when my children are grown I can get a for fun degree in photography and English. I mean, why not?

None of this is for sure. That’s one reason why I’ve put school on hold. I don’t know what I’m aiming for. Granted the other reason is a time issue. I’m working full time now and I’m not sure I have what it takes to go to school too. Having a strict bedtime doesn’t help. I’d need to be able to stay up late to get school work done. So really, I don’t know. I feel lost right now.

But number 1 on my life list is to get my degree(s).

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