I haven’t really posted on my mental health lately. I’m not sure how much that bothers anyone, but it bothers me.
I’m pretty much on cruise control these days. I’m getting by. I’m doing slightly more than what is required of me, but not much. Little tasks are getting easier to do, like laundry, but big tasks are well, big and beyond my reach.
I’m playing more WOW. Now wait, you say, this post is suppose to be about my mental health, not some game. And I totally know that. Really, I do. The thing is, WOW is my 15$ a month therapy. It’s a great way to escape from reality. And we all need that break from reality now and then.
I’ve also come to realize I’m failing with this blog. And that hurts. I’m never going to be some great writer that can spin stories and pull my readers in. Which isn’t to say that I don’t have some regular readers. I do. And a few of them aren’t even related to me. But for me to really be productive with this blog and to accomplish what I dream of I need hundreds if not thousands of readers. And I’m never going to achieve that. My writing skill just aren’t there.
I’ve been reading a lot of great blogs lately.
On that note, blah.
4 thoughts on “My Feelings ‘N’ Things”
ifeel like a crappy blogger. i feel crappyin general i guess.
I know that feeling. It's the same as the what's the point in posting if nobody reads it, feeling.
I still think you need the outlet for your thoughts and feelings and people do read it.
I think it's a good outlet for you and people do read. You never know when someone else who really needs it might pick it up.