Please bare with me. I swear I’m not a bad person and I’m really not a bad mother. I’m going through a tough time but I’m working on it.

I’m doing my best to keep my distance from my boys atm. Pat wants me to move out for a couple of weeks. I don’t know if that is possible but it’s a consideration.

On the 10th I go back to my meds doctor. We are getting me off Celexa and onto and anti-depressant that works better.

I go into therapy sometime soon. No, I don’t know when but it’s in the process.

I go back to DBT in September. That’s the soonest I can get in.

I have a battle plan.

Please bare with me.

I’m just really depressed and it really hurts.