My Rages

My rages are turning me into an abusive mother. I’m not fully there yet but I’m so scared I will be. It’s my blind rages that really scare me.

I’m working on them, I really am.

But in the meantime I’m no longer allowed to be alone with my children.

And part of me keeps thinking if I were no longer in the picture, they’d be so much better off. I could just walk out the door and not come back.

I’ve already been yelled at twice now for that one.

One thought on “My Rages

  1. It’s so weird. we think so much alike. :(
    I refuse to be alone with mine. I’m so scared of what I could do and I can’t tell anyone so people think I’m just trying to get out of taking care of them when I don’t want to be alone with them.

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