I think I’m going to start the process for filing for disability. Which isn’t to say I’m going to stop working. I just know what work does to me so I’m looking for options for the future. That way should I take a turn for the worse and spend some time unemployed as a result, as has happened three times now, we’ll have a back-up plan. I can almost feel this next crash coming closer and I’m desperately trying to head it off. Hence the constant changes to my meds.

I’m also kinda curious if I qualify for disability. I might not.