I think everyone has those moments in their life that are on constant repeat even decades later where they are like, “Omg did I really say/do that?” In most cases, I think we blow them out of proportion and we feel this undying mortification or regret for things that we are, in fact, the only […]
This year… To say I have lost is such an understatement that it’s almost laughable. Or would be if I wasn’t spending my free time curled up into a tiny, tiny ball crying and raging. I assure you I’m not laughing through my tears. Some of this loss has been by choice but too much […]
What do you do with that one secret you can’t tell anyone? The one no one knows and will never know? How do you bottle it up? How do you tuck it away? How do you keep it out of your own head because you don’t want it there? How do you find peace and […]
I’ve been listening to music even more than usual lately. Mumford and Sons has become one of my favorite artists and this is one of my favorite songs of theirs. I’m doing ok.
It’s a cold, dark March morning. The clock strikes 4 and the fierce momma bear leaves the warm nest, headed to the frozen concrete outside the big, brick building. She sits outside the front door, in the cold, huddled up with many fierce momma bears, thankful the snow storm is hours off. Small blessings on […]
Today I was yelled at by a WIC case worker that I’ve lost too much weight postpartum too fast. By too much weight, she means I’m about half a pound less than I was before I got pregnant. I’m sorry? I didn’t mean to? I pointed out that, that was according to her scale and […]
I’m going to do my best to retell this in the order it happened. I have rough ideas of order and time thanks to my twitter stream so it should be good. Just hard to know for sure. While I wasn’t drugged, aside from my epidural and the drug that started labor, it’s still hard […]
Words to come soon. I’m at a loss for them. In the best way possible. For now I hope these tide you over!
OK, at least half, if not more, of my readers have at least one daily med. And if even half of that half is like me, well, that shit is hard to remember. Even if you’ve been in the habit for years! I, myself, am the queen of forgetting everything. So forgetting to take meds? […]