This is just a general update.
It took me two months to get over that cough. And even so my lungs still aren’t quite right. I’ve never had bronchitis hit me that hard. But then again, pneumonia. Right as I was starting to get better, right about Christmas, I caught a cold my daughter brought home from school, and it went right to my lungs. I just couldn’t catch a break. Then again with this weather yo-yoing between freezing and light jacket weather, it’s no wonder everyone is sick. And everyone is sick. I don’t just mean my family, I mean there are nasty bugs out there going around.
I’ve made some friends. On Tumblr but it totally counts. I’ve joined a group of misfits that have banned together to form a family. Misfits is my word, but I think they’d agree with it. I’m still in the early stages of joining. I’ve been welcomed by the group patriarch, Simon. And one of the group members, Savi, is my new best friend. Or she will be just give it time. I’m slowly making friends with the others. It’s hard because I’m introverted, but I’ve been welcomed and that’s a great feeling. They meet on social media and watch movies and chat every night, basically all night, because we’re a bunch of insomniacs. I only meet with them Thursday night through Saturday night because I need my sleep during the week. One part depression, one part med cocktail, one part fibromyalgia, one part I’ve been this way my entire life: I value sleep and need a solid 9-10 hours of it with frequent 12 hour power naps to help fill in the gaps. You think I’m joking? I’m not. So I’ve made friends. My therapist would be so proud.
Only, she’s not my therapist anymore. It’s a long story but the gist of it is, I’m not feeling the magic anymore so I’m breaking off the relationship. Maybe I’ll go back next time life crumbles. Maybe I’ll find a new one. I still have my meds doc, so I’m not without mental health help. I’m just not in therapy. And right now, at this moment that’s ok. That relationship wasn’t a good fit anymore so it was time to move on. If I was really responsible I’d get myself set up with a new one and a relationship established before my next life crash. I know my meds doc can recommend one. I’m just tired. And right now, that’s one less half hour trip there, hour-long appointment, half hour trip back. I could find someone closer, but I like the group I go to. They are worth the travel time. And I’m not giving up my meds doctor. So I might as well find a therapist in the same building.
Trump. Actually, I’d rather not. I have not opened that can of worms on this blog and I’m going to keep it that way for now. Let us just leave it at this: I’m really going to miss Obama. He brought a level of dignity, class, and professionalism to the office that will be sorely missed.
School is going well. I’m maintaining a nearly 4.0. I still have that one B that is keeping me from perfection, but I’ll survive. I have not repeated the incident, at least. I’m currently in a professional communications class which is heavy on the writing. I’m, maybe not enjoying the content, but I really enjoy my professor and this class will be a huge help in my academic and professional careers, so I can respect it for that.
Speaking of which, class starts in 15, so I’d better proof read this and get it posted. I’ll try my best to be better at writing regularly. I’m not saying weekly, but we’ll see. I’m just so tired. Work, school, kids. I’m exhausted.