I still have a bit of a writer’s block going on. Sort of. In reality I have all these ideas for articles to write for here and I’m working on getting them out of my head and into print before I have to return the book I’m using. So things are quiet here. But have [...]
How I Left It
Posted April 9th 2009 by kmarrsProof to the world I’m trying to do the right and rational thing here. He said: You don’t have to end our friendship. I said: I’m not swearing off on our friendship. I just need distance for a bit. If you really want friendship poke fun at me (he is a jokester) once in awhile. [...]
Defending My Eggshells
Posted April 9th 2009 by kmarrsFirst and foremost Theo is not an option. And I know that. First, I’m married. Second, he’s in a relationship. In my rational mind, Theo is not a threat to anything. In my irrational mind, yes he’d be an easy out. But how often am I in that irrational mind? Not as often as one [...]
As You Read White Knight and Black Knight aka Splitting
Posted April 8th 2009 by kmarrsIt is very important to me that you understand that the terms “white” and black” are terms in regards to splitting. Splitting is a round about way for the bpd to protect themselves. It’s a division of the world into “good” and “bad”. The “good” things are “white”. They are the people in our lives [...]
White Knights
Posted April 8th 2009 by kmarrsRecently Theo and I started flirting. I didn’t worry about it. There was nothing serious. Nothing more than words. I also rationalized that my husband is a flirt so fair was fair. Then I realized I had a crush on Theo and started wondering, did he like me? So I asked. He expressed he did [...]
Theo
Posted April 7th 2009 by kmarrsI have a friend named Theo. I count Theo among one of the important people in my life. I met him when we both worked in Brenda’s lab. When I was pregnant with Luke Theo was very good to me. He fed me crackers when I was hungry. And championed the entire store against letting [...]
