Been Thinking

I know.  I don’t call.  I don’t write.  Yet here I am wanting to talk school? Alright.  My duel major for my Bachelor’s in Business Administration and Applied Psychology are already in the works. From there I was planning my Masters in Psychology. But.  Out of the schools I’m looking at, most don’t even offer […]

Life Changing Breakthrough in One Scene

And ACTION! Karen Marrs According to the internet I’m part banana. And you could be up to 10% more or less banana than I. http://www.funnyjunk.com/funny_pictures/4794434/Bananana/ Karen Marrs You know, fuck opening a practice… I should go into the research side of things. Genetics, etc. What DNA marker, if any, makes a person more predisposed to […]

Un-Resolute

I don’t do resolutions, but I guess I still have goals for the coming year.  Call them what you will. Read an average of a book a week ending the year at 52 books read. Read the entire Bible in full Write two blog posts a week ending the year at 104 posts written Keep […]

Patrick the Grey

This has some controversy.  I told my mom about this and it felt like she was ready to disown me.  I think she is settling into it some.  All I can ask her for is support, if not understanding.  She doesn’t have to agree. Neither do you. With BPD comes black and white thinking.  You […]

On Blank Slates and Life Collages

As I have struggled over the past few weeks I have been guided to the simple fact that I get a life and personality reset.  A blank slate to build myself, find myself, and who I am.  I can wipe the slate of who I am clean and decide from this point on who I […]

Wait, What?!?! Psych Ward?!?!

So on the morning of September the 19th I reported to work at the hour of 7:45 as scheduled.  I helped open the vault, opened drive thru, processed night deposit bags, all as planned.  And I waited patiently until my boss had time to give me at 9. At 9 I sat my boss down […]

I Did It!

I have been missing it since last fall.  Never thought I would, but the feeling of power that comes from pushing through the burn as my feet hit the pavement, is strangely addictive. Warm up.  Run.  Walk.  Run.  Walk.  And so on until cool down and collapse. I have it nowhere near by the book.  […]

Passive Aggressive

I’m heading to a 4.0 with this first class at Franklin.  Granted, it’s an easy class, but I’m headed to a high 4.0 so I’ve still worked for it.  When I was at CSCC, I had a 4.0 there as well until I had to drop 2 classes due to life circumstances.  I wasn’t skipping […]

Random Bits

None of these are long enough for a separate blog post all their own, so they are having a lesson in sharing. Speaking of sharing, my boys share a room.  And almost every morning they wake up ready to brawl, waking the rest of us with the sound of their fighting.  I say “almost” because […]

Dance of the Dragon

If I have my way, my say, Sammy won’t be the only one taking a class teaching poise and grace.  I hope to, around that same time if not sooner, get the boys in martial arts. I don’t have a specific form in mind.  I’ll go with what impresses me, has a class schedule we […]



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