Work has been a lot less black today. Today has been a good day.
It is very important to me that you understand that the terms “white” and black” are terms in regards to splitting. Splitting is a round about way for the bpd to protect themselves. It’s a division of the world into “good” and “bad”. The “good” things are “white”. They are the people in our lives [...]
7 years ago I thought I was a White Knight, rescuing my princess from the clutches of an evil evil man… I was dead wrong. I was no better at the time then ‘him’. to this day I feel guilty for how my Wife and I took a strong friendship and made it into a [...]
Recently Theo and I started flirting. I didn’t worry about it. There was nothing serious. Nothing more than words. I also rationalized that my husband is a flirt so fair was fair. Then I realized I had a crush on Theo and started wondering, did he like me? So I asked. He expressed he did [...]
I can only write this from my perspective, of course. I can’t tell you what my family goes through. I don’t know what my friends experience. I could guess, but that would be it, a guess. But here is what I go through. The following is going to be bits and pieces of coherent, we [...]
Uh, so… welcome from stumble upon? This is one of the first few entries in this blog is also one of the more personal ones. It is also a very clear picture of BPD. While the references it makes into my personal life, won’t always make sense, you will get a clear idea of what [...]