Sometimes it’s the little things that mean the most to me. Like Pat, Thomas and I getting matching monogrammed stockings for T’s first Christmas. My mom bought them for us. Then gladly bought one for Luke when he entered our life. When Sammy’s turn came mom was happy to purchase again, when I realized they [...]
Guess Who Gets To Go Back On Her Anti Depressant
Posted August 17th 2012 by kmarrsThis was written on my phone. I will fix crap later. I made the call myself between sessions asking if she’d call it in. Not battling anything major. Stress is piling on. Minor things in life adding up. Holidays and little sun coming soon. Figured I could use the help. Not thrilled to be on [...]
The Game Of Life
Posted June 14th 2012 by kmarrsHouse Well, we were in contract. Papers were to be signed on the 29th. Keys were to be handed over. Then the bank that was selling, since it was a foreclosure, made a rather large change to the deal, and we said “hell no” and now there is no house. There was a significant amount [...]
DBT Plans
Posted June 7th 2012 by kmarrsPart of me wants to go through a full series of DBT. Not because I’m in crisis mode, but because I think a skills refresher will help me cope with and respond to the boys’ behavior better. Things remaining as they are could throw me into crisis mode. Easily. Most of me knows that finding [...]
Encouraged, Discouraged
Posted May 30th 2012 by kmarrsI want to write, but my ability feels stifled but should and shouldn’t. So at some point you just have to say fuck it, and write in order to keep from bursting at the seams. First, I may be going for a promotion at work. It’s the most basic of promotions: full-time. But, it’s a [...]
To Clarify
Posted April 8th 2012 by kmarrsAt this time, we are NOT stopping my appointments with my therapist and my psychiatrist. We just took me of meds, life is a changing… ending those appointments would be dumb. But they are being scaled back. My meds appointments are in off-meds maintenance mode, I see her every other month. Therapy is headed that [...]
10 Glitter Bits
Posted March 26th 2012 by kmarrsLast week? Sucked! So it is way past time to discuss the moments in my life that were epic this past little bit. 1. I got to work out some anger towards a PR bitch who wanted me to blatantly lie to you guys. For 10 dollars. Not that 10,000 would have made the difference. [...]
