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My family life causes me distress and I feel guilty for that.

Meds Appointment

Today has been quite a day. I had my meds appointment and we spent quite a long time talking about the meds I’m on, and their doses. Two of them went up. Mostly because we are questioning if I’m getting the full benefit. Then we added one, to help treat other symptoms. I think we […]

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I think the redundancy of life is starting to get to me.


As a lot of my other symptoms clear up thanks to the meds I’m on, I’m left with the huge feeling of empty. I’m not void of emotion. You piss me off, I get angry. You make me happy I hop up and down and giggle. I’m more normal in those respects. But it’s almost […]

Today’s Theme is Boredom

Say it with my guys! I A-M B-O-R-E-D Or something like that. No wait, it’s more like this. Dammit, I wish I could remember how I worded it to Kate. It made so much sense then. Here is to hoping I can recreate the train of thought. Here goes. I feel out of place in […]

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I suffer from depersonalization almost constantly.

I’m feeling

I’m feeling kinda lost and empty. Like I’ve forgotten who I am or where to turn.

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I Feel…

Very blah. I’m not depressed. I’m not happy. I’m not angry. I’m not excited. I’m just sorta here doing my thing. Existing. Almost empty or void of emotion. A blank slate maybe? Like today’s primary emotion has not yet been selected? Easily swayed in any direction? Write on me. Sign your name. Tell me your […]

Sometimes I Feel Paranoid

Like the world is mocking me. Some days are better than others. And no one is immune from this paranoid fear.