I stole this from here. I’m not going to be able to strictly follow their schedule. I already missed the first few days and they are off schedule themselves, for that matter. But I like the idea so I’m going to give it a go.

The idea is that every Monday and Wednesday, though I already have a regular post Wednesdays so we’ll say Friday, you go through the topics and post the truth about yourself. So here we go.

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Someone who made my life hell or treated me like shit? Well, I’ve already recently blogged about my old circuit city boss. So let’s move on.

The problem is, I don’t really have an answer for this. I mean sure, I have an ex who didn’t take the breakup well. And he didn’t treat me the best in the relationship. But I wouldn’t go as far as saying my life was hell or I was treated like shit. Pat might, but I wouldn’t. I also have a former fling who got it in his head I should hate him so he did his best to make me hate him. But he was more annoying than hell worthy. Not even the former circuit city boss fits into this. She was more immature than anything else. You’ll have that. It’s sad really.

I guess my best answer isn’t a person but more people at a place. High school was tough on me. I was different (goth) but not popular enough to hang with the goth crowd. So I was mostly on my own. I mean I had friends here and there, but I was by no means popular enough to avoid having people spit at my feet or declare me a member of the trench coat mafia.

Then in middle school, pre-goth days but still unpopular, there was the group of girls who took it upon themselves to kick me, pinch me, and pull my hair as we walked the halls.

So I guess my answer is school. Not exactly what the question intended but it works, right?