This Just In…

The baby keeps putting hot wheels cars in his sleeper. They fall down to the footed part and get stuck by his feet. We keep removing them and he keeps putting them back in. It’s driving me crazy. I took the cars away but now I feel mean.

This ‘N’ That

I found myself a new medical doctor. I’m going to start treatment for my acid reflux. Those 2 days with the bad heartburn about killed me. My first appointment is Tuesday. Imp, the head honcho rat, just bit Thomas. Which is weird because Imp doesn’t bite. The twins sometimes do but even they have never […]

This Just In…

I’m still really tired even though I slept in late. Oh and I’m also testing, with this post, to see if I fixed twitter feed.

Have To Brag

I had a really nice evening with my hubby last night. We spent some real quality time in the bedroom. I got a nice back message with oil and he got a back message with a loofah in the shower. After we were done with our various messages we played WoW together. By the end […]


We had a good Christmas this year. Thomas made out like a bandit. He got a fuck ton of transformers and remote control vehicles (airplanes from Santa, motorcycle, monster truck, hover craft, and a digger). He also got a Nerf gun that has already been properly used to torture the cat. Auntie Rachel, my sister, […]

Thank You

I just want to thank all my loyal followers who have seen me through to this 1 year mark. Without you I have no purpose. I’m here to serve you and do my best semi-daily, well at least weekly, to give you your glimpse into my mind and into the inner workings of BPD. I […]


Today my blog, this blog, turns 1 year old. For a year now I’ve stuck with this. In 12 months I’ve written 26 blog articles on BPD. I’ve written 754 total posts. 755 if you count this one. Each post is one more glimpse into the mind of BPD. And we have a new milestone. […]


1. What did you think of 2009?I think it was a decent year. A few bad things happened, like my accident that killed my car, but the year could have been worse. I got back on meds this year and that’s a good thing. Pat decided to leave me this year, and that’s a bad […]

Amor Part 2

Pablo, named by Thomas, is back in the house. I don’t think he’s staying for good, but he’s in for now. He wouldn’t leave our back patio. He’s back outside. This time hopefully for good. He is missed already but I have a feeling that is somebody’s cat. This time I put him out the […]


So we have the most lovable, sweet kitty in the world camped outside our back door. We let him in to get warm and fed but he hissed at Sophie so we had to shoo him back out. This kitty is no stray though. First off, he’s fixed. He also has a collar and is […]